第85章 A MERE INTERLUDE(12)

'I am a widower with four tragedies--that is to say,four strapping girls--the eldest taller than you.Don't 'ee look so struck--dumb-like!It fell out in this way.I knew the poor woman,their mother,in Pen-zephyr for some years;and--to cut a long story short--Iprivately married her at last,just before she died.I kept the matter secret,but it is getting known among the people here by degrees.I've long felt for the children--that it is my duty to have them here,and do something for them.I have not had courage to break it to 'ee,but I've seen lately that it would soon come to your ears,and that hev worried me.''Are they educated?'said the ex-schoolmistress.

'No.I am sorry to say they have been much neglected;in truth,they can hardly read.And so I thought that by marrying a young schoolmistress I should get some one in the house who could teach 'em,and bring 'em into genteel condition,all for nothing.You see,they are growed up too tall to be sent to school.''O,mercy!'she almost moaned.'Four great girls to teach the rudiments to,and have always in the house with me spelling over their books;and I hate teaching,it kills me.I am bitterly punished--I am,I am!''You'll get used to 'em,mee deer,and the balance of secrets--mine against yours--will comfort your heart with a sense of justice.Icould send for 'em this week very well--and I will!In faith,Icould send this very day.Baptista,you have relieved me of all my difficulty!'

Thus the interview ended,so far as this matter was concerned.

Baptista was too stupefied to say more,and when she went away to her room she wept from very mortification at Mr.Heddegan's duplicity.

Education,the one thing she abhorred;the shame of it to delude a young wife so!

The next meal came round.As they sat,Baptista would not suffer her eyes to turn towards him.He did not attempt to intrude upon her reserve,but every now and then looked under the table and chuckled with satisfaction at the aspect of affairs.'How very well matched we be!'he said,comfortably.

Next day,when the steamer came in,Baptista saw her husband rush down to meet it;and soon after there appeared at her door four tall,hipless,shoulderless girls,dwindling in height and size from the eldest to the youngest,like a row of Pan pipes;at the head of them standing Heddegan.He smiled pleasantly through the grey fringe of his whiskers and beard,and turning to the girls said,'Now come forrard,and shake hands properly with your stepmother.'Thus she made their acquaintance,and he went out,leaving them together.On examination the poor girls turned out to be not only plain-looking,which she could have forgiven,but to have such a lamentably meagre intellectual equipment as to be hopelessly inadequate as companions.Even the eldest,almost her own age,could only read with difficulty words of two syllables;and taste in dress was beyond their comprehension.In the long vista of future years she saw nothing but dreary drudgery at her detested old trade without prospect of reward.

She went about quite despairing during the next few days--an unpromising,unfortunate mood for a woman who had not been married six weeks.From her parents she concealed everything.They had been amongst the few acquaintances of Heddegan who knew nothing of his secret,and were indignant enough when they saw such a ready-made household foisted upon their only child.But she would not support them in their remonstrances.

'No,you don't yet know all,'she said.

Thus Baptista had sense enough to see the retributive fairness of this issue.For some time,whenever conversation arose between her and Heddegan,which was not often,she always said,'I am miserable,and you know it.Yet I don't wish things to be otherwise.'But one day when he asked,'How do you like 'em now?'her answer was unexpected.'Much better than I did,'she said,quietly.'I may like them very much some day.'

This was the beginning of a serener season for the chastened spirit of Baptista Heddegan.She had,in truth,discovered,underneath the crust of uncouthness and meagre articulation which was due to their Troglodytean existence,that her unwelcomed daughters had natures that were unselfish almost to sublimity.The harsh discipline accorded to their young lives before their mother's wrong had been righted,had operated less to crush them than to lift them above all personal ambition.They considered the world and its contents in a purely objective way,and their own lot seemed only to affect them as that of certain human beings among the rest,whose troubles they knew rather than suffered.

This was such an entirely new way of regarding life to a woman of Baptista's nature,that her attention,from being first arrested by it,became deeply interested.By imperceptible pulses her heart expanded in sympathy with theirs.The sentences of her tragi-comedy,her life,confused till now,became clearer daily.That in humanity,as exemplified by these girls,there was nothing to dislike,but infinitely much to pity,she learnt with the lapse of each week in their company.She grew to like the girls of unpromising exterior,and from liking she got to love them;till they formed an unexpected point of junction between her own and her husband's interests,generating a sterling friendship at least,between a pair in whose existence there had threatened to be neither friendship nor love.

October,1885.

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